no social media

Not my image

Three days ago I decided to stop feeling anxious.

I just have to.

Right now I don't have the money to pay for a good mental health doctor, so I just have to do my best to avoid all the things that make me feel anxious and sad and even depressed. And social media was on top 1 of my huge list. Or maybe top 2, I don't know. At the end of the day doesn't matter, social media was not doing good for me.

So I quit. Just uninstall all the apps and I swore to myself a one week pause. So yes, I'm feeling better, and less anxious, maybe when I come back I won’t miss it as much as before. I was addicted and it did me a lot of harm. I haven’t been productive for a long time, and it destroys me. It destroys my career and the future that I want to have.

Being a successful artist is difficult, almost impossible. Mostly I feel and I know that I don’t try hard enough, but this is a theme for another post.